Break away from home

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It's took almost a week i'm not at home. Away from chiaos and people around. It is good to get a refreshment after a long way in and craziness all around.

Now, i'm back to get all the preparation well and to think what is next to do. Now, two is better than one. I have to do the checklist with my lovely girlfriend and have to do the things that we need to do. Well, as insaid, two is better than one.

What i need to do after touch down, have a dinner with her, then, going back to my homie. Washing all the clothes, take a rest after a great shopping. Great shopping huh? Hahahahahaha

I hope, i will more fresh and excited to go to work after a long days away from malaysia. No more querry. Hope i can get transfer as soon as possible. Want to have a new look and fresh at another place. I wish i could. Hope my dream will fulfill once i'm getting back to work.


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Waiting for the day

Dancing in the moonlight
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Day by day, month by month. I'm still waiting for those days. How the day will change us. How the day make our life more perfect than ever. How that day will join us together.

Time is clocking faster and more faster. Without our conscious, that day already come near to us. And soon, you will become completely mine and me become completely yours and we gonna share everything together.

Time goes by without notice. We have to be prepared. Prepared for everything. And, the thing that never change is, how deep is my love to you dear. We gonna face a new challenges together and we gonna love it.

Thank you for letting me to love you and i'm always loves you dear.


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The Whale and The Mackerel.... Part II

Manusia perlu berubah untuk maju....
Pemikiran perlu ke depan untuk berjaya
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It's almost a year that the Whale become the leader to this small group of Mackerel. But, as usual, the Whale still do not change a bit. But, become even worst. Was it, this is the end to this small group of Mackerel. Or, there should be some revolution to change this era? Or, will it be just the same and nobody will see you.

Inside this small group Mackerel, there is a Stingray, seem nice to hold, but, very poisonous. Once it sting, there is no cure to it. The Stingray tried to overruled the Whale. But, the Whale still unconscious and just let the Stingray fly the flow. Day to day, months to months, the Stingray now showing his boasting tail. The Stingray now react to all the Barracudas, the Stingray said "it's okay My Lord, i can do everything alone. All the Mackerel just can see from the outside. I can do everything", said the Stingray.

For the Whale, even it became like that, the Whale still seat, relax and enjoy. Worse to worse, the Whale just seat to see what was actually going on. For the Whale, it is just something that really not bad and harm anyone. For the Mackerel, it is the humiliating to all fishes in the ocean. What actually will happen, we continue for another part, "The Whale and The Mackerel Part III" soon.

I fall in love

Love is great
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Today was a great day. I fall in love. There are a lot of reasons to make me fall in love with you.

I love the way you smile back at me. But, the most important thing is, when i said, i love you.

Love and you. Is the best i ever had. With you by my side, i felt something that i can't describe. With you, i felt my world around me blossom and radiant. Be with you, is the best thing i will do.

I do love you from the bottom of my heart. To fill you in, is the best i ever do.


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On the other side

Life needs a lot of sacrifices
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It easy for some people to put all our the efforts in the thrash.. It is easy to say no than yes.. It is easy to decline than accept.. It is easy to lie and seat back like there is nothing happen.. It is easy to loose than to have it.. It is easy for some people but it is difficult for those who stay in the line.. It is hard to be who you are...

To live on the other side of life, is very difficult... It is easy to say than do it.. It needs a lot of sacrifices.. Even a smile cannot stop the world to stop for a while.. It is easy to hurt than cure... Still living on the other side of this life as time still goes by.. It ticks away like there is nothing happen..

Desperately In Love

Susah untuk memuaskan hati semua orang
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It's very difficult to choose or to make a decision on which that involve 2 souls... To love someone who really make your life great and brighter, may take a few time... I'm still here, to realize between dream or reality... I still waiting outside of the line.. I enjoy to live as i am now.. But to desperately in love again was a great joy for me to catch... In pursuit for my own happiness, will let someone to open my heart again and taught me on how to love again..

Hope this time, the last time for me to really in love with someone... To really enjoy for my own happiness and to have a great life, great opportunities... There is no reason to look back and made a wrong decisions.. In every step, there is you waiting for me at the end of time.. Holding my hand and to walk beside me..

I'm always want you to accompany me for every my confidence and for every breathe... I do and always do to love you as much as i could.. For only if you really do love me as i do.. There is no turning back once decision has been made... Tried to think positive and there is always a will in the end of tunnel...

..:: Life Among The Life ::..

All the lies ahead....

Cautions, even the alert cannot stop those lies.....

I've been living almost 29 years... But i've been fooled so many times... There is always witch among the witches who living with us for the most of times...

My story :: My first Life ::

It's seem good for almost a year.... Then, time goes by, weather changed and clock ticked away every second... Eventually, it happened and no one can stop it... With a stupid excuses, we have to say good bye and for me, this is just the stupidest excuses i ever heard in life... But, that's we called life... Life did learn... Life did teach... and Life did do the best for his own...

My story :: My second Life ::

It's just to start but have to end without knowing about it. And it lies between the lies....

My story :: My third life ::

I've been there to see the truth about lie... To see how the lie act and play a drama among the drama... I've been fooled for nothing.... There is nothing left for me even for me to speak about the truth.... It's all lies beneath.... People like to play lies and repeated until they cannot hide the lies and have to show how ugly their faces and how it worked for them.... They been taught to become good to others but they show it naked to people....

My story :: My fourth life ::

Just started and been fooled again and again.... Never thought that been lied by people who think they are so pious.... Never thought that been fooled by people who been educated to teach a good behavior to others.... By I thank God for giving a chance to realize it early....

My story :: My ending sad life ::

Never say never... It still not the ending of life.... I have to look forward and realize that, there is always a sunshine under a cloudy and shady weather... Never say never.... To those who always support you.... Just assume, this is just a piece of dust that flying over....

:: xoxo ::
- I'm always happy for my own life for every second -