Saturday, November 24, 2007

From UnKnown To KnOwn WeLL

Alone... Silence... Dimp...

Nothing just a room with a brown door...


Only a remembrance...

Living from UnKnown to be a well KnOwn...


Who knows... Nothing to scare...

Sitting alone on the bench...

Waiting for something unReal....







Only the time has changed... Same old players... Living there to be known...

Sacred job to little unknown... Leave there 5 days a week... Nothing just change... Only a player...

Sitting there... With a bunch of black wrapping bag...

With all the stuffs...

Leave the telephone hanging there...

Without answering nor ringing...

Only my bag and personal book...

Looking for the bright light in the end of tunnel...

Who knew... It was my happy ending...

I love the way you love... I'm not pretending...


With this car... Crazy all the way...

Seating like no other cares no one knew what should happen...

I'm not pretending... But I'm felt like I was...

Looking forward for a new job...


To all my dear students...

I missed you so... But no how... No way I'm staying there... I'm just an ordinary man who got nothing to give away...

Sorry for all I did... Sorry for incovenience way I did treat you... You are my best place ever I never been before... You are the diamond of next future....

No one... No one... Get in the way I feel for you...

I know some people search the words that I been said...

Until the end of time... I'm still remember you... Sitting there with you... Talking all about the world underneath you...



They asked me to stay... But I don't have a word to say... It's not far to late for me to take back the happiest time and moment....

It's not over tonite... Just give me one more chance to make it right... I won't go home without you...

Even the style is different... It's not the way I leave you... No hope, no love, no glory... No happy ending...

This is my love for you... I'm trying to sacrife my hard live story for you...


I felt like I'm the yatch who trying to sail in the storm....

With hope from you... I'm trying to sail alone athough I got to many challenges...

Everyday keep thinking about the past... I'm not happy for my decision... I felt regret everyday pass by the bay... Give me a lil' bit love to keep me stronger to face the day...


Even you looked me happy... But inside no one knows... I never could stay one more day to face another day here... Even the place is where I live... I still cannot stand the way they treat me... I will go home soon... Without regret, without scared... Everynite I'm trying to sleep but by the moment pass... It's hard for me... Please... I hope it's over tonite...

Thursday, November 15, 2007

.:: November & Beyond::.







It's November... It comes again and again...

I'm just sitting there like no one care...

I am not like Counting Crows and waiting for Big Yellow Taxis to come and fetch me...


It's only me in front of the open seas and writing on the bench of wood... Cutting to the edge of my own spirit...








Laughing is the sacred education... It's never leave until you leave... You hated before you liked it... Life is not like tomato and tomato... Same spelling... Different ascend...






The sound of music change the color of the world... It's not about Diwali or just kind of celebration... It's all about us... How we change the world beyond our imaginary and it's not all about November...



I'm not tired... I joy this life... But i'm tired to the pretender... It's not just like Pretender by Foo Fighters... But... Just listen to them... Enjoy to the beautiful scenery and the serenity behind all these Allah creation... Breath easily... No pretender... No BULLS$$$... I am here and this how I'm enjoy them... I don't need bossy around here... All I want is SERENITY... And it's not all about November... It's beyond and beyond until we meet again next year...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Camera; Action; Smile

Smile is the most beautiful and James Blunt worship the women because of their beautiful...
Looking for the truth is very difficult... Pretend to be it's real is the most heartache...
Looking for the direct sight and the real path is beyond imaginary... Sitting tight with hope beyond imagination...
Smile my friend... Smile... Your smile is beautiful as you are...
Without fear... With hope and love... Nothing as you can be...
Inspiration and leadership... Bubble underneath will cover you...
Like a star and sunshine... With imaginary under the old tree...
Shooting star above... Shoot the imagination... Free the spirit like a Stallion...

Life is not look like a bowl... Turning right.. Turning Left.. Heading Straight or Left behind...
With smile and hope... Within life and struggle to live... It's only a ball...
Take it or leave it... Leave us in the state of our own mind...
Peace or chaos... Blackie or blondie... Straight or curly... It's all the same...




Sitting on the rock... Looking for sunrise... Looking for a strength... Why the world still not enough...

Look at the green of God's Creation... Blessing is the most appreciation...

Smile to the deer and a moose... With "Wu Gong" in the ear of Alps...




Saturday, October 27, 2007

::.JoUrNeY BeYoNd TiMe::.

It was a great time to share the dreams and hopes... It was happen in one night only in your life... Leave all the circumstances in hang and beyond the imaginary of people... People see through the microscopic even they know what's it means... But the factor of dream always be a dream to those who thought it was a dream...
The journey beyond time cannot be analyse in few seconds... It had happened a few years ago in 20th century where people always looking forward for what is your dream when you are grew up???... The journalism isn't good enough to solve the question that being asking and asking for more than once...

Even the tongue cannot explain why the question been asking more than once... We just can't imagine life without journey and adventure that make us grow up...
Journey... Journey... Journey...
That's all this all about... Nothing else than matter that been asked... I need journey... You need journey... 911 had said "Journey Through Time That's Make Me Grew Up"... Did they grew up???... Yes...Yes...Yes... It's all the answer... Why we need that???...

Then the journey begun... From KL to Klang From Klang To Seremban... Seri Kembangan to Cyberjaya to Putrajaya... That's all about this Highway... Waiting for the passengers made a move and journey through it...
By using bus, car and then my own transport... Life isn't easy as it used to be... Hitchiker To The Next Galaxy describe me as years been hitchike with others... Until i got my own on 2005... It's all about mine...

With my best friend we went through this journey untill the mid year of 2007... It was a great journey... Even poor and rich... He always be my best friend beside Ala and Faiz... They are always be my best friends ever...
But this all about journey during the rough time at UniKL... It was sophisticated life and challenging... But... We used to it... Isn't life is great???...



My life continued when i needed a company for Industrial Training... @ Cyberjaya... It was a company... Nothing just a company that beyond my imaginary... Only us can describe them... It was the mothership to all of us... Seating there, looked close to the magnetic monitor...
We all knew why... Having a great time and not a leisure... Money... Money... And Money... It always bear in our mind...



Spent the night at Putrajaya Bridge... Brought a lot of memories... Watching the skies and finding the stars... It was the only thing that I could do...
Finding Neverland that cannot be found... I'm not a Peter Pan... Even if I were a Peter Pan... Could I find the Neverland... Only a person beyond imaginary can find the place...
Me???... Never and Never the Land... It's all about me and only me understand why and how... Only ME...

Monday, October 22, 2007

SwEeT, LoVe, JoY.....

My dream life as a model doesn't come to reality... It was a dream that couldn't come as it may...


Then, it took some times to change to my new ambitious career which will define me as a new person to everybody...

It means a lot to me as a person who enjoy his life..




It's so nice to be a something that very meaningful and helpful is the thing that I mostly LoVe, JoY and FuN...






IT WAS AWESOME TO GET SOMETHING MEMORABLE

People sees with their eyes, looking for something bright and shining lil' star up and down, just nothing than a sitting tightly without hope and fear appear to catch you with the wave.
Enjoy and appreciate your beautiful life and catch the light when it comes to you.....



Life Without Joy......
Just Nothing.........


Life like a Banana Chocolate Cake from Secret Recipe...

It comes and goes like no one care... Easy come Easy go...

Through the throat to the stomach... With the sweet of Banana made me wonder how's to appreaciate life...

It's not like Makes Me Wonder from Maroon 5 or Gimme More from Britney Spears... They are USELESS... Just singing to the rythm without knowing the feeling...

Love to be Snow Patrol and Run to achieve what you want to BE....