Tuesday, May 26, 2009

.::Speechless::.Stunning::.

It was an amazing experiences to go to the remote islands with a fisherman boat.....

Along the way, jingle, mumbling and humming is the nature of life....

The nature took all the places with piece of serenity and peacefully site...

The face and the skin never thought of the sun heat and burning all the skins and faces of the loader....

People come and go with all the laughter and fatigue....

The sea and boat come together and tied with a long knot of rope to make the sea as our land to survive in the rocking boat....

People will see, people will unseen.... But as a simple guy who will always thinking and soaking into this life...Still wondering when it comes into life.....

Nature and life will never separated and when it comes, just shows how humble we are and who we are....


To see all beautifully creatures make us felt so excited and how humble we are...

All the crystal clear sea and all the fishes swam freely as no one tried to interfere their life....

Tried to fly and see all the heavy clouds across the wings.... Uniquely saw all shapes of cloud outside the

Cause I'm speechless and stunning to see all this beautiful in front of my eyes.... Looks liked the cloud were watching all over me inside a tiny windows....

To have another chance of this and wondering to come back is always in our mind....

People will always think that bizarre is part of life....

I'm leaving on a jet plane...Don't know when I'm coming again.....

No country for an old man....Is just part of the phrase to show all we are young guys.....




The unique drawing and abstract shows how's simple I am to those who I am....

People will always misunderstood me... Never wondering one day people will understand me as I am....

I am not pity to myself but I am pity to those who are not understand me...

But, surrounding people who not understand who am I, there are still a few people who still understand me...


All the sincere smiles... I am always who I am....

People who knows me will always knows me better than never...

All I have to give.... And take how much we are meant.....

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Judge Me...Love Me...Hate Me....

Life is so difficult..... It's going upstairs, and soon going downstairs..... That we call life..... People who did not know me will judge me accordingly through their own eye sight... For me, becoming ME is not too difficult... Sometimes, BECOMING ME is difficult to others... Sigh....

It's depend on how people will judge me.... I'm not taking seriously to rest my case..... Sigh.. Even though I'm seem to be that way, I am seriously serious taking my things serious.... Huh... Sigh.... So many serious to be typed..... It is true when BECOMING ME.... Sigh....

I tried to learn, tried to get seriously inbound.... But BECOMING ME will misjudge others perpectives.... Sigh.... It is the difficult sight to BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... I don't have power to make all people come and say "HELLO" to me.... I am what I am.... Born to be me.... Sigh....

I am seriously taking care the hate part of HATING ME.... It is just the ordinary way for HATING ME..... But TO LOVE ME is not the reason for HATING ME..... Sigh.... I have learned a lot of HATING ME... I understand why people keep HATING ME rather than LOVE ME.... But I do have friends who supporting ME to LOVE ME as well.... Sigh....

Do LOVE ME before HATE ME.... Knowing ME WILL JUDGE the jurisdiction between BORDER and COUNTRY... Sigh.... DO LOVE ME, JUDGE ME, HATE ME..... DON'T HATE ME, JUDGE ME, LEAVE ME.... People do change..... But change for what.. Change NOT BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... This is ME..... Living in the egois and naive world.... To understanding people WHO NOT BECOMING THEY ARE????...... Sigh.....

So NAIVE not becoming yourself but BECOMING OTHERS..... Sigh...... I do experience..... I had been HATED, I had been LOVED..... I HAD BEEN JUDGED for my own behaviour..... Sigh....

It's so PAIN..... Sigh...... Do try people HATED you for just a silly thing for not being serious.... Sigh....

Serious depend on the venue that will involve you... Sigh... Not all the time the thing have to be taken seriously..... I do love to be serious but DEPEND on how you want to be seriously.... I do pain for being accused for not being serious..... I am serious when become to serious discussion....
DIFFERENT PEOPLE.... DIFFERENT JUDGEMENT........Sigh......

I don't have place to speak this loud..... BUT do understand yourself before understand ME..... It is not difficult to understand me..... Even 40 years from now..... THIS IS ME.... Sighh...

My apologize to the people who are touched by my writing.... But, this is where I can express myself loudly without pain to anyone.... Sorry is the hardest word to say...... Sigh.....

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Life In Dreams

To be a rich just in second...sigh....It's so unbelieveable for those who are not going to believe....Sigh...Is it true people just can be rich by leaving all the life regulations???...Sigh...

It is logically to think people try to get rich or die trying.... It is not everybody fault if you failed to get what you going to get...Sigh... You have your own brialliant ideas where to start and believe what is true is the good deeds... I believe people can get rich by working hard to achieve the aim in life.... Wealthy is not coming easily in life.... You have to work it out and I AM NOT BELIEVING INVEST SOME MONEY WILL RETURN YOU A MILLION.....Sigh....

This is what we were thinking.... Invest and got a lot of money.... We are not living in a dark cabin... Open you eyes wide and do not shut to the opportunity that comes not easily... Sigh...

I believe for what I am doing... Even though living in a dreams is impossible... Sigh...

The trend is always changed but the player always the same..... THINK....

I am in dilemma to choose whether the good deed or just living in dreams... Sigh... Is it good for me to choose???.... Sigh....

I guessed it was not unfair game playing by a different people but living in the same path... Sigh... It was my ideas to jotted down for an expression of my feeling.... Sigh....

I'm still not reaching to the end of the tunnel.... Searching for the bright light... Even though I am reaching a quarter part in life in dreams.... Sigh....

Damn't my old Cooper to think.... People just get to use with it..... Change the directions of ideas will not solve all the problems.... Sigh....

Is it worth for me??? THINK AGAIN...... Sigh....