From UnKnown To KnOwn WeLL

Alone... Silence... Dimp...

Nothing just a room with a brown door...


Only a remembrance...

Living from UnKnown to be a well KnOwn...


Who knows... Nothing to scare...

Sitting alone on the bench...

Waiting for something unReal....







Only the time has changed... Same old players... Living there to be known...

Sacred job to little unknown... Leave there 5 days a week... Nothing just change... Only a player...

Sitting there... With a bunch of black wrapping bag...

With all the stuffs...

Leave the telephone hanging there...

Without answering nor ringing...

Only my bag and personal book...

Looking for the bright light in the end of tunnel...

Who knew... It was my happy ending...

I love the way you love... I'm not pretending...

With this car... Crazy all the way...

Seating like no other cares no one knew what should happen...

I'm not pretending... But I'm felt like I was...

Looking forward for a new job...


To all my dear students...

I missed you so... But no how... No way I'm staying there... I'm just an ordinary man who got nothing to give away...

Sorry for all I did... Sorry for incovenience way I did treat you... You are my best place ever I never been before... You are the diamond of next future....

No one... No one... Get in the way I feel for you...

I know some people search the words that I been said...

Until the end of time... I'm still remember you... Sitting there with you... Talking all about the world underneath you...



They asked me to stay... But I don't have a word to say... It's not far to late for me to take back the happiest time and moment....

It's not over tonite... Just give me one more chance to make it right... I won't go home without you...

Even the style is different... It's not the way I leave you... No hope, no love, no glory... No happy ending...

This is my love for you... I'm trying to sacrife my hard live story for you...


I felt like I'm the yatch who trying to sail in the storm....

With hope from you... I'm trying to sail alone athough I got to many challenges...

Everyday keep thinking about the past... I'm not happy for my decision... I felt regret everyday pass by the bay... Give me a lil' bit love to keep me stronger to face the day...


Even you looked me happy... But inside no one knows... I never could stay one more day to face another day here... Even the place is where I live... I still cannot stand the way they treat me... I will go home soon... Without regret, without scared... Everynite I'm trying to sleep but by the moment pass... It's hard for me... Please... I hope it's over tonite...

.:: November & Beyond::.

It's November... It comes again and again...

I'm just sitting there like no one care...

I am not like Counting Crows and waiting for Big Yellow Taxis to come and fetch me...

It's only me in front of the open seas and writing on the bench of wood... Cutting to the edge of my own spirit...

Laughing is the sacred education... It's never leave until you leave... You hated before you liked it... Life is not like tomato and tomato... Same spelling... Different ascend...

The sound of music change the color of the world... It's not about Diwali or just kind of celebration... It's all about us... How we change the world beyond our imaginary and it's not all about November...

I'm not tired... I joy this life... But i'm tired to the pretender... It's not just like Pretender by Foo Fighters... But... Just listen to them... Enjoy to the beautiful scenery and the serenity behind all these Allah creation... Breath easily... No pretender... No BULLS$$$... I am here and this how I'm enjoy them... I don't need bossy around here... All I want is SERENITY... And it's not all about November... It's beyond and beyond until we meet again next year...