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It's very difficult to choose or to make a decision on which that involve 2 souls... To love someone who really make your life great and brighter, may take a few time... I'm still here, to realize between dream or reality... I still waiting outside of the line.. I enjoy to live as i am now.. But to desperately in love again was a great joy for me to catch... In pursuit for my own happiness, will let someone to open my heart again and taught me on how to love again..
Hope this time, the last time for me to really in love with someone... To really enjoy for my own happiness and to have a great life, great opportunities... There is no reason to look back and made a wrong decisions.. In every step, there is you waiting for me at the end of time.. Holding my hand and to walk beside me..
I'm always want you to accompany me for every my confidence and for every breathe... I do and always do to love you as much as i could.. For only if you really do love me as i do.. There is no turning back once decision has been made... Tried to think positive and there is always a will in the end of tunnel...
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
..:: Life Among The Life ::..
All the lies ahead....
Cautions, even the alert cannot stop those lies.....
I've been living almost 29 years... But i've been fooled so many times... There is always witch among the witches who living with us for the most of times...
My story :: My first Life ::
It's seem good for almost a year.... Then, time goes by, weather changed and clock ticked away every second... Eventually, it happened and no one can stop it... With a stupid excuses, we have to say good bye and for me, this is just the stupidest excuses i ever heard in life... But, that's we called life... Life did learn... Life did teach... and Life did do the best for his own...
My story :: My second Life ::
It's just to start but have to end without knowing about it. And it lies between the lies....
My story :: My third life ::
I've been there to see the truth about lie... To see how the lie act and play a drama among the drama... I've been fooled for nothing.... There is nothing left for me even for me to speak about the truth.... It's all lies beneath.... People like to play lies and repeated until they cannot hide the lies and have to show how ugly their faces and how it worked for them.... They been taught to become good to others but they show it naked to people....
My story :: My fourth life ::
Just started and been fooled again and again.... Never thought that been lied by people who think they are so pious.... Never thought that been fooled by people who been educated to teach a good behavior to others.... By I thank God for giving a chance to realize it early....
My story :: My ending sad life ::
Never say never... It still not the ending of life.... I have to look forward and realize that, there is always a sunshine under a cloudy and shady weather... Never say never.... To those who always support you.... Just assume, this is just a piece of dust that flying over....
:: xoxo ::
- I'm always happy for my own life for every second -
Cautions, even the alert cannot stop those lies.....
I've been living almost 29 years... But i've been fooled so many times... There is always witch among the witches who living with us for the most of times...
My story :: My first Life ::
It's seem good for almost a year.... Then, time goes by, weather changed and clock ticked away every second... Eventually, it happened and no one can stop it... With a stupid excuses, we have to say good bye and for me, this is just the stupidest excuses i ever heard in life... But, that's we called life... Life did learn... Life did teach... and Life did do the best for his own...
My story :: My second Life ::
It's just to start but have to end without knowing about it. And it lies between the lies....
My story :: My third life ::
I've been there to see the truth about lie... To see how the lie act and play a drama among the drama... I've been fooled for nothing.... There is nothing left for me even for me to speak about the truth.... It's all lies beneath.... People like to play lies and repeated until they cannot hide the lies and have to show how ugly their faces and how it worked for them.... They been taught to become good to others but they show it naked to people....
My story :: My fourth life ::
Just started and been fooled again and again.... Never thought that been lied by people who think they are so pious.... Never thought that been fooled by people who been educated to teach a good behavior to others.... By I thank God for giving a chance to realize it early....
My story :: My ending sad life ::
Never say never... It still not the ending of life.... I have to look forward and realize that, there is always a sunshine under a cloudy and shady weather... Never say never.... To those who always support you.... Just assume, this is just a piece of dust that flying over....
:: xoxo ::
- I'm always happy for my own life for every second -
::.. Relax and Seat-back..::
It's quite a long time i'm not writing to my blog...
But, i'm back for good now, after resting almost a year... All the hectic worked that been done seem like there is no ending for it...
All the disasters always coming towards and i have to be strong to face all the challenges ahead... No matter what, no matter how... It's always there waiting for me...
The drama and play always playing fooled around... All the nonsense and silly things happened without our conscious... All the backstabber living in good condition without left any pain in their heart...
But, i'm still here, hanging around, doing all the jobs that never end even there is a light in the end of tunnel, but, i'm still not reaching to that end...
I miss all those days and i miss all who cares about me...
But, still can relax and seat-back... Having a cup of coffee at Starbucks... And a piece of chocolate cake... Here i am coming all the way to enjoy my own life with my own style....
But, i'm back for good now, after resting almost a year... All the hectic worked that been done seem like there is no ending for it...
All the disasters always coming towards and i have to be strong to face all the challenges ahead... No matter what, no matter how... It's always there waiting for me...
The drama and play always playing fooled around... All the nonsense and silly things happened without our conscious... All the backstabber living in good condition without left any pain in their heart...
But, i'm still here, hanging around, doing all the jobs that never end even there is a light in the end of tunnel, but, i'm still not reaching to that end...
I miss all those days and i miss all who cares about me...
But, still can relax and seat-back... Having a cup of coffee at Starbucks... And a piece of chocolate cake... Here i am coming all the way to enjoy my own life with my own style....
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Hate to be Loved
It's been called love and love always be around to hug and kiss... Even you hate how love to love...
Hate, never solved any arguments... Just tender it around... Try to learn and try to love... Even love is hurt or love is blind... People never saw for love react to each other... But hate always appeared when needed.... But hate always a hate until the end of time.... No mirror can turn down the hate... But, hate sometimes changed to love... But, most of the time, hate will conquer all the lanes....
Love cured the hate... But will hate will love LOVE???
Hate, never solved any arguments... Just tender it around... Try to learn and try to love... Even love is hurt or love is blind... People never saw for love react to each other... But hate always appeared when needed.... But hate always a hate until the end of time.... No mirror can turn down the hate... But, hate sometimes changed to love... But, most of the time, hate will conquer all the lanes....
Love cured the hate... But will hate will love LOVE???
Thursday, October 21, 2010
The Whale and The Mackerel
Besame Mucho everyone. It's been a long time I'm not writing on my own blog. This story is between The Whale who like to dominate even though they are not knowing anything and the cool Mackerel who enjoy to work in a group.
Well, life goes well when the whale come into this baracuda ocean. Suddenly,the mackerel felt, there is something wrong with this whale. It never tried to understand the ocean's rules. It dive as it and jump over without thinking the consequences from it action.
Then, come this mackerel tried to approach it action, but it is useless as, it like more to say, "I do understand this rules" even though it don't understand the rules. Suddenly, the king of baracuda ocean called for an urgent meeting, the whale came with laziness and seriously with the stupid face into the board room. It saw many people inside and also mackerel, who always want to help it.
Then, the king of baracuda start the urgent meeting. Everyone gave the opinions and solutions for the enhancement to the ocean, but, the whale always shows her stupid face. OMG, only her, the whale can do that.
In the end of that, the troop of mackerel cannot do anything thus leaving the whale without knowing what is the action next to be taken. There is nothing that can be helped. There is only hope that the whale will conscious to her action....
To be continued.....
Well, life goes well when the whale come into this baracuda ocean. Suddenly,the mackerel felt, there is something wrong with this whale. It never tried to understand the ocean's rules. It dive as it and jump over without thinking the consequences from it action.
Then, come this mackerel tried to approach it action, but it is useless as, it like more to say, "I do understand this rules" even though it don't understand the rules. Suddenly, the king of baracuda ocean called for an urgent meeting, the whale came with laziness and seriously with the stupid face into the board room. It saw many people inside and also mackerel, who always want to help it.
Then, the king of baracuda start the urgent meeting. Everyone gave the opinions and solutions for the enhancement to the ocean, but, the whale always shows her stupid face. OMG, only her, the whale can do that.
In the end of that, the troop of mackerel cannot do anything thus leaving the whale without knowing what is the action next to be taken. There is nothing that can be helped. There is only hope that the whale will conscious to her action....
To be continued.....
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
.::Speechless::.Stunning::.
It was an amazing experiences to go to the remote islands with a fisherman boat.....Along the way, jingle, mumbling and humming is the nature of life....
The nature took all the places with piece of serenity and peacefully site...
The face and the skin never thought of the sun heat and burning all the skins and faces of the loader....
People come and go with all the laughter and fatigue....
The sea and boat come together and tied with a long knot of rope to make the sea as our land to survive in the rocking boat....
People will see, people will unseen.... But as a simple guy who will always thinking and soaking into this life...Still wondering when it comes into life.....
Nature and life will never separated and when it comes, just shows how humble we are and who we are....
All the crystal clear sea and all the fishes swam freely as no one tried to interfere their life....
Tried to fly and see all the heavy clouds across the wings.... Uniquely saw all shapes of cloud outside the
Cause I'm speechless and stunning to see all this beautiful in front of my eyes.... Looks liked the cloud were watching all over me inside a tiny windows....
To have another chance of this and wondering to come back is always in our mind....People will always think that bizarre is part of life....
I'm leaving on a jet plane...Don't know when I'm coming again.....
No country for an old man....Is just part of the phrase to show all we are young guys.....
The unique drawing and abstract shows how's simple I am to those who I am....People will always misunderstood me... Never wondering one day people will understand me as I am....
I am not pity to myself but I am pity to those who are not understand me...
But, surrounding people who not understand who am I, there are still a few people who still understand me...
All the sincere smiles... I am always who I am....People who knows me will always knows me better than never...
All I have to give.... And take how much we are meant.....
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Judge Me...Love Me...Hate Me....
Life is so difficult..... It's going upstairs, and soon going downstairs..... That we call life..... People who did not know me will judge me accordingly through their own eye sight... For me, becoming ME is not too difficult... Sometimes, BECOMING ME is difficult to others... Sigh....
It's depend on how people will judge me.... I'm not taking seriously to rest my case..... Sigh.. Even though I'm seem to be that way, I am seriously serious taking my things serious.... Huh... Sigh.... So many serious to be typed..... It is true when BECOMING ME.... Sigh....
I tried to learn, tried to get seriously inbound.... But BECOMING ME will misjudge others perpectives.... Sigh.... It is the difficult sight to BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... I don't have power to make all people come and say "HELLO" to me.... I am what I am.... Born to be me.... Sigh....
I am seriously taking care the hate part of HATING ME.... It is just the ordinary way for HATING ME..... But TO LOVE ME is not the reason for HATING ME..... Sigh.... I have learned a lot of HATING ME... I understand why people keep HATING ME rather than LOVE ME.... But I do have friends who supporting ME to LOVE ME as well.... Sigh....
Do LOVE ME before HATE ME.... Knowing ME WILL JUDGE the jurisdiction between BORDER and COUNTRY... Sigh.... DO LOVE ME, JUDGE ME, HATE ME..... DON'T HATE ME, JUDGE ME, LEAVE ME.... People do change..... But change for what.. Change NOT BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... This is ME..... Living in the egois and naive world.... To understanding people WHO NOT BECOMING THEY ARE????...... Sigh.....
So NAIVE not becoming yourself but BECOMING OTHERS..... Sigh...... I do experience..... I had been HATED, I had been LOVED..... I HAD BEEN JUDGED for my own behaviour..... Sigh....
It's so PAIN..... Sigh...... Do try people HATED you for just a silly thing for not being serious.... Sigh....
Serious depend on the venue that will involve you... Sigh... Not all the time the thing have to be taken seriously..... I do love to be serious but DEPEND on how you want to be seriously.... I do pain for being accused for not being serious..... I am serious when become to serious discussion....
DIFFERENT PEOPLE.... DIFFERENT JUDGEMENT........Sigh......
I don't have place to speak this loud..... BUT do understand yourself before understand ME..... It is not difficult to understand me..... Even 40 years from now..... THIS IS ME.... Sighh...
My apologize to the people who are touched by my writing.... But, this is where I can express myself loudly without pain to anyone.... Sorry is the hardest word to say...... Sigh.....
It's depend on how people will judge me.... I'm not taking seriously to rest my case..... Sigh.. Even though I'm seem to be that way, I am seriously serious taking my things serious.... Huh... Sigh.... So many serious to be typed..... It is true when BECOMING ME.... Sigh....
I tried to learn, tried to get seriously inbound.... But BECOMING ME will misjudge others perpectives.... Sigh.... It is the difficult sight to BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... I don't have power to make all people come and say "HELLO" to me.... I am what I am.... Born to be me.... Sigh....
I am seriously taking care the hate part of HATING ME.... It is just the ordinary way for HATING ME..... But TO LOVE ME is not the reason for HATING ME..... Sigh.... I have learned a lot of HATING ME... I understand why people keep HATING ME rather than LOVE ME.... But I do have friends who supporting ME to LOVE ME as well.... Sigh....
Do LOVE ME before HATE ME.... Knowing ME WILL JUDGE the jurisdiction between BORDER and COUNTRY... Sigh.... DO LOVE ME, JUDGE ME, HATE ME..... DON'T HATE ME, JUDGE ME, LEAVE ME.... People do change..... But change for what.. Change NOT BECOMING ME.... Sigh.... This is ME..... Living in the egois and naive world.... To understanding people WHO NOT BECOMING THEY ARE????...... Sigh.....
So NAIVE not becoming yourself but BECOMING OTHERS..... Sigh...... I do experience..... I had been HATED, I had been LOVED..... I HAD BEEN JUDGED for my own behaviour..... Sigh....
It's so PAIN..... Sigh...... Do try people HATED you for just a silly thing for not being serious.... Sigh....
Serious depend on the venue that will involve you... Sigh... Not all the time the thing have to be taken seriously..... I do love to be serious but DEPEND on how you want to be seriously.... I do pain for being accused for not being serious..... I am serious when become to serious discussion....
DIFFERENT PEOPLE.... DIFFERENT JUDGEMENT........Sigh......
I don't have place to speak this loud..... BUT do understand yourself before understand ME..... It is not difficult to understand me..... Even 40 years from now..... THIS IS ME.... Sighh...
My apologize to the people who are touched by my writing.... But, this is where I can express myself loudly without pain to anyone.... Sorry is the hardest word to say...... Sigh.....
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